Finally got off the sleeping pills

I finally quit the sleeping pills... again. Ughh I hate those things. I O'd over a month ago just before my dad's birth day. At first that didn't scare me like it should have, I dunno I've been confused as fuck lately. I think the diabetes has been outta whack. Worst part is when it is outta whack it makes me feel nothing but apathy.

I still have trouble sleeping but last time I mentioned getting some help sleeping to a doctor she told me to see s shrink. I hate that, shrinks are joke they're about as real a science as witch doctors. I'd rather get my pills & drugs from a real doctor.